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. ♥ How I met my boyfriend ♥ June 2012 I broke up with my ex. long story short beginning of September 2012 he started talking negatively about me on Facebook. I had to hear about all this from my sister who didn't have a facebook from her friend Robby. I wanted to thank him but i never had the courage to message him so i just ignored the whole situation.. Few days pass by and my birthday is here i celebrate my 20th birthday with my family and by the end of the day i check my fb and have one new message . i open the icon and it was Robby. We talked for hours and found out it was his birthday too. *what are the odds of that* I honestly and truely feel it was a love at first talk type of situation if that's even possible , i didn't say anything when i first saw him (one week later) face to face because i didn't want to scare him. But I wanted to see if it would be a same feeling in breathing distance."Sometimes what you want isn't always what you get, but in the end what you get is so much better than what you wanted"
♥ When i First Saw Robby ♥ He pulled up in a blue honda the walk from my house to his mini car was nerve racking . When i finally opened the door to his car and sat down i was scared and nerves i couldn't even make eye contact with him, i'd just look down to my hands and talk , i hate being shy -_- ... his plans were to take me to this asain place but we past by and it was closed. I was secretly happy . I hate asain food. It was night time and he said if i want to go to a wing stop . i agreed so we got the wings to go and he took me to a park by the river . He got his blanket out and we walked to find a spot. Alllllthough i felt like a bitch because i ruined his romantic plans when i see a table and ask to sit at it *i had a skirt i sure didnt want him to see my lady lumps* but we sat and ate and talked for two hours straight no awkward silences just a guy and a girl talking . Having so much things in common and the connection was perfect.I felt he was my soul mate. “Falling in love is very real, but I used to shake my head when people talked about soul mates, poor deluded individuals grasping at some supernatural ideal not intended for mortals but sounded pretty in a poetry book. Then, we met, and everything changed, the cynic has become the converted, the sceptic, an ardent zealot.” I knew he was gonna fit perfectly in my future. Because when we talked that day sparks flew and everything seemed to zone out and it seemed at that moment it was just him and I. “She wasnt exactly sure when it happened. Or even when it started. All she knew for sure was that right here and now, she was falling hard and she could only pray that he was feeling the same way.”
Marry a man who loves you more than you love him. A woman will always give more than what is necessary to her lover. It is ingrained into her, like maternity. But even when a man loves you more, he will still only be able to meet you halfway.
Rihanna (relaying advice given to her by her deceased grandmother)
"i don’t want to kill your happiness with my sadness so I’ll keep my distance because what i say is not what i think and how i act is not how i feel and i am lost in a sea of self expression because i am not who i want to be"